i'm getting really frustrated with the whole dance night thing.
people suddenly not wanting their tickets and what not.
people not coming for practice and bothering to tell me.
i hate this i/c job.
though i think it's just my really irritable mood surfacing every ten seconds.
because of irritating irresponsible dancers who don't bother telling me whether they won't be coming, till i hunt them down.
i'm really starting to get scared for dance night.
like really.
i'm really tired from all of this.
i can't wait for it to come; but yet, i don't want any of this to end.

):

i'm trying so hard to quit complaining about things.
oh well.

i hope i don't get another blister tomorrow from salsa.
my feet are ugly enough.

we need to find costumes.
SOON!

i'm tired and drained out.
another two weeks.
that's all that's left to make the magic happen.
needlesss to say, i'm a little apprehensive about what it would turn out to be.
pek's isn't done yet, my steps are all ):
and i'm just sluggish about it all.

sigh.

it feels like getting into first team, but being benched all the time.
it's really discouraging.

but i know i should still count my blessings.

ROARRR!

i cannot take it.
crying makes me tired.
hopfully this really pushes through this time.
i don't want to see it flop.
like a rag doll.