i shouldn't be here posting, especially when i don't know how to do econs. ):
i feel terrible. gah. shall read sloman later tonight after everything else.

broadway prac has been shifted to thursday from 5-7.
and people can't make it.
i don't want them to drop out of the dance just because they can't go for practice.
he reads my texts and never replies them, forcing me to call him.
i feel like some annoying fly.
i'm going to have unhappy parents when my handphone bill comes in.
roarrr. stress.

preview is this wednesday.
my balance is so terrible i keep falling when doing contemp.
aaaaaah. going for contemp practice is seriously ego deflating to the MAXX!
just pray i feel confident enough on dance night not to look like screwed up cockroach scuttling around stage.

okay. must study econs.
ahh.

i want to watch leap years!
anyone want to join me?
which reminds me that i haven't watched P.S i love you yet!
everyone is so busy there's no time to do nice relaxing fun things ):

i totally screwed up at cell today.
i can't believe how unprepared and unenthusiastic i was.
maybe due to the following reasons:
1) i lack sleep, sad to say, i nearly fell asleep at worship again. standing up! it would have been so embarrassing if i actually fell down on my face in the middle of worship.
2) i was too unfocussed
3) i didn't know what i was doing when i was planning word

i can't wait for dance camp!
that would mean no more GP CTs.
not that i would actually study for it.
but still, going for meeting the day before would be just pure insanity.
especially since dance ends at 8?!
by the time i get down to church, meeting would be over, but still in time for me to say 'good job' to donna! it's so exciting that she's going to share her testimony!

my bruises are so annoying!
they never seem to heal.
i need a massage. ):

honestly, i don't know why i'm still staying in the dance.
everyone else that felt so at ease, they all found their place in the dance group.
i still feel like i'm hanging there, just hanging in there by the skin of my teeth.
it feels rather uncomfortable.

i might have to drop a dance.
hamzah is driving me insane.

today was generally a draining day!
plus i forgot to bring my quiche! ):

but anyhow, salsa was fun!
except that i realised my right hip is a little weird.
and that i've got a little psycho-motor problems.
oh well.the schedule for dance is pretty screwed up
i don't think my parents are going to be very happy.

i have to think of something to do with all my free time in between class and dance.
hmmm.

reunion dinner is over!
i'm looking forward to chinese new year!
it's going to be interesting!

but i can't get fat.
i'm already trying not to binge and grow chubby like before! ):

i shouldn't be online at this hour.
but there are just some photos that i wish to upload.
from my outings with two of my favourite people!
jiayin and ryan!

yay, it's working now!

i can't get the one with ryan up, oh well.

you've got to wait for some other time boy!

bahhh.
okay time to get off.

just when everyone was getting facebook accounts, i decided to delete mine.
it's going to save me a lot of time online, so i'd be more productive when it comes to my work!
GO XUE!

salsa auditions today.
the routine was sooo absurdly short, character really had to shine through.
which is something i'm particularly weak in.
results will only be out after broadway auditions are over.
i hope to do well for broadway too.
i want these two dances pretty badly!

okay i'm really sleepy.
GOODNIGHT WORLD!