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i shouldn't be here posting, especially when i don't know how to do econs. ):
i feel terrible. gah. shall read sloman later tonight after everything else.

broadway prac has been shifted to thursday from 5-7.
and people can't make it.
i don't want them to drop out of the dance just because they can't go for practice.
he reads my texts and never replies them, forcing me to call him.
i feel like some annoying fly.
i'm going to have unhappy parents when my handphone bill comes in.
roarrr. stress.

preview is this wednesday.
my balance is so terrible i keep falling when doing contemp.
aaaaaah. going for contemp practice is seriously ego deflating to the MAXX!
just pray i feel confident enough on dance night not to look like screwed up cockroach scuttling around stage.

okay. must study econs.
ahh.