March 28, 2008

i managed to catch step up today after school.
it's not so much the movie that's affecting me now, but rather what happened after that.
i feel really crappy about it and if you're reading, i'm sorry.
i know i should just stop expecting, but it's hard to.
like really.
after i said what i did, you just weren't in the same mood anymore.
i can tell, don't lie.
i don't know.
i'll just give it a break for now.

but the dance makes me pissed at Hamzah.
annoying enough, he even texted me about the classes he conducts.
like HELLO!?
why should i bother publicising for you when you totally just abandoned us?!
at least there's still pek's item to look forward to.
auditions tomorrow;
please please let me get through.